Thursday, June 4, 2009
Title: A facade
Time: 10:54 PM
HOW I WISH SOMEONE WOULD LET MY FUCKING IDIOT STUPID ASSHOLE BROTHER KNOW THAT MONEY AIN'T EASY TO EARN & THAT HE SHOULD STOP WASTING ELECTRICITY LIKE HE HAS ALL THE MONEY IN THE WORLD. OR IF HE COULD READ THIS WITH HIS OWN EYES, THAT'LL BE THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD. WHO IN THE WORLD DOES HE THINK HE IS? BILL GATES? YEAH, DREAM ON. HE CAN'T EVEN REACH A MILLION, LET ALONE A BILLIONAIRE. HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO USE ITUNES THE CORRECT WAY. MAYBE HE SHOULD JUST TRY LIVING ALL ON HIS OWN, EARNING HIS OWN MONEY & PAYING FOR ALL THAT HE USES. EVEN BETTER, START EVERYTHING FROM SCRATCH. START FROM FINDING YOUR OWN JOB & NOT HAVING A FLAT TO LIVE IN. & IF HE SEEKS HELP, HE'LL JUST BECOME A
MAJOR LOSER. LEAVING THE LIGHTS IN THE BATHROOM ON FOR HALF AN HOUR BEFORE GOING FOR HIS BATHE. USING 2 COMPUTERS AT THE SAME TIME LIKE HIS BODY IS USING ONE & THE SOUL IS USING THE OTHER. OR MAYBE HE'S TRYING TO SHOW THAT HE HAS 2 PAIRS OF HANDS & 2 PAIRS OF EYES TO USE 2 COMPUTERS AT THE SAME TIME. & HE LEAVES THE TV SWITCHED ON WHEN HE'S USING BOTH COMPUTERS & HIS EYES NEVER ONCE LOOKED AT THE TV & HE TELLS ME THAT HE WAS WATCHING THE SHOW. & MIND YOU, THIS WASN'T THE FIRST. IT'S THE HUNDREDS. & HE DOESN'T USES BOTH COMPUTERS FOR 1 TO 3 HOURS ONLY. HE USES IT FROM 5 IN THE EVENING TILL 12 MIDNIGHT & THAT ONLY APPLIES WHEN HE'S GOT SCHOOL OR WORK. IF HE'S AT HOME FOR THE WHOLE DAY, HE'LL SWITCH ON 1 FIRST BEFORE SWITCHING THE OTHER ONE ON IN THE AFTERNOON, & THAT MEANS HE'S USING 2 COMPUTERS AT THE SAME TIME FOR 12 HOURS. & YOU KNOW WHY HE USES 2 COMPUTERS AT THE SAME TIME? BECAUSE HE WANTS TO PLAY MAPLE USING 1 OF THE COMPUTER & RESTAURANT CITY IN FACEBOOK ON THE OTHER COMPUTER. & HE'LL LEAVE THE FACEBOOK COMPUTER ON & GOES OFF TO PLAY THE STUPID MAPLE FOR AT LEAST 3 HOURS BEFORE GOING TO FACEBOOK. & HE DOESN'T SWICTH OFF THE MAPLE COMPUTER. HE'LL LEAVE IT ON & CLAIMS THAT HE'LL NEED IT LATER. ONLY TO SEE THAT HE JUST SWITCHES IT OFF WHEN HE GOES TO SLEEP. & HE ALWAYS FORGET TO SWITCH OFF THE MODEM OFTEN, LEAVING IT ON THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT, WHICH WASTES 7 HOURS OF ELECTRICITY. ADMIT IT, YOU'LL DIE IF THERE'S NO COMPUTER IN THE WORLD. WELL, I DON'T LIKE IT. HE SUCK. HE'S A FUCKING STUPID RETARDED ASSHOLE. I WOULD RATHER NOT TELL PEOPLE THAT HE'S MY BROTHER; ONE THAT WASTES ELECTRICITY. PERHARPS I SHOULD HAVE PUT HIM AS AN EXAMPLE FOR MY ORAL QUESTION ON: "HOW DO YOU THINK WE SHOULD CONSERVE THE ENVIRONMENT?" I WOULD JUST SAY THAT PEOPLE WHO DOESN'T CONSERVE THE ENVIRONMENT SHALL JUST ROT TO DEATH, FOR THE EARTH WILL DIE & EVERYONE WILL DIE ON DAY IF WE DON'T CONSERVE THE ENVIRONMENT. I DON'T CARE ABOUT HIM ANYMORE. YOU MIGHT SAY THAT I ALSO USE THE COMPUTER FOR ALMOST THE WHOLE DAY AS I'M ONLINE EVERYDAY & FOR A LONG TIME. BUT AT LEAST, I'M USING THE COMPUTER FOR SOMETHING, NOT LIKE HIM. LEAVING ONE UNTOUCHED & ON. & IF HE'S PLAYING RESTAURANT CITY INSTEAD OF MAPLE, THE MAPLE COMPUTER WILL BE ON WITH ONLY THE WALLPAPER SHOWING & NOTHING ELSE RUNNING. ASK CLAIRE & YOU'LL KNOW THAT THERE WAS ONCE WHEN I TOLD HER I FELT BAD FOR SHOUTING AT MY BROTHER. BUT NOW, I DON'T REGRET IT ANYMORE. AS YOU CAN SEE, I WOULD EVEN LIKE TO SCOLD HIM ANYMORE. I'LL LET YOU KNOW SOMETHING, WE'RE STRANGERS. EVEN THOUGH WE'RE LIVING IN THE SAME HOUSE, I'VE NEVER TALKED TO MY BROTHER FOR MONTHS. & I MEAN IT. THE POINT IS ONCE WE STARTED TALKING, IT MEANS WE'RE QUARRELLING. I'VE TOLD MY MUMMY ABOUT THIS & EVEN SHE AGREED WITH ME THAT WHATEVER I'VE SAID IS TRUE. & THE THING IS THAT HE ACTS LIKE HE'S STINKING RICH. EACH TIME HIS HANDPHONE BILL EXCEEDS 80$ OR EVEN MORE, HE JUST WAVE HIS HANDS & SAY: "NEVERMIND LAH, I'VE GOT MONEY MAH. NAH, 80$". BUT EACH TIME HE GOES OUT WITH HIS FRIENDS, HE'LL TAKE 10$ FROM MY PARENTS, SAYING THAT IT'S A MUST SINCE HE'S GOING OUT. & HE EVEN 'REDEEMS' MONEY FROM MY PARENTS AFTER HE BUYS A PRESENT FOR HIS FRIEND. WORSE TO COME, AFTER BUY A PRESENT FOR THE GIRL HE LIKES, HE TELLS MY MUMMY HOW MUCH HE SPENT ON THE PRESENT & ASKED MY MUMMY TO GIVE HIM TO MONEY. LIKE WHAT. THE. FUCK. I CAN'T BELIEVE I'VE SUCH A PRESON AS A FAMILY. MAYBE IN DRAMAS, YOU'LL SEE A LOT SUCH PEOPLE.IF IT'S MY FRIENDS OR SOME OTHER PEOPLE THAT ARE WASTING ELECTRICITY LIKE
HIM, I DON'T MIND AS THEY'RE USING THEIR OWN/PARENTS' MONEY.
Alright, I don't want my mood to be ruined by a stupid, fucking, retarted asshole on Yoochun's birthday. Shall go to sleep & not think about it. & everything shall repeat again tomorrow. WTH.